Now, if I were really taken seriously by everyone... I wouldn't have the need to pour my heart out! So first I'd like to say, fuck you all, and second, fuck myself for allowing it. Life has given me many chances for friends, from the Jennifer's to the Amita's.. Love, from the Johnathan's to the Jason's, Jason's to the Carlos', Carlos' to the Avery's. And future, from sober days to tripping on shrooms. Sigh.. when will the trials end? When will the obsticles finish? When will I be able to finally sit down and put my feet up? I'll tell you fucking when. Never. Never because after you're finished dealing with one piece of shit step in your life you're fucked with the another, and if you do shit with the first, the second comes 20 times harder. So all around you're fucked. No es-cap-e. Oh, so you think you CAN escape it? You think praying will help you!? You fucking think that being nice to that dumb ugly fat slut will help you escape the gripping hands of karma and fate!!!?!?!? You got some fucking nerve!! Do you know how much I've tried praying every fucking sunday so that I could get some light in my dark path, or tried turning the other cheek when that slut rags on you for fucking the guy she sucked off! What else is there to fucking do when everything goes down hill.. Who is there to show you the fucking God Damn light. NO FUCKING ONE. It's fend for yourself or fuck yourself my friends. Life is a fucking test, deal with it. Only the brave and strong survive..
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